scissormekimber

I'M SO GLAD I FINALLY FIGURED THIS OUT.
This has been bothering me since the live shows started.
Omg, so relieved.

Sometimes I wish I would just do what I wanted and BEAT DOWN A HO. What a fucking crazy pyscho bitch.

I'm going to Michigan with my family this week to visit my Mexican grandparents. I'm so excited. This is like the first road trip I've had with my whole family in a while. And I haven't seen Katie in a month and that is way too long. Hopefully there will be lots of crazy drunken relatives and a good time will be had by all.

I have my first ambulance ride out with the Dallas Fire Department on Saturday. I'm so fucking nervous but really excited at the same time. It's in south Dallas from 2pm to 3am so hopefully I'll get to see a bunch of awesome stuff. I talked to the paramedic I'll be working with today and he said it will probably mostly be us doing the work because his partner will probably be really tired from working a lot of overtime. I know come Friday I'll probably be having a panic attack, but at the moment I'm super pumped.

Today I went to an Emergency Medical Services conference in Fort Worth with my clinicals teachers and a bunch of kids from my class. The conference was cool, I got a bunch of free stuff, and I got to play around in helicopters. Afterward was definitely the best though because we played around in the water gardens and took pictures and acted ignint. Sarah Sheppard is basically my favorite person in the world and I'm glad we spent the whole day together. And I'm glad me and Jodle are bff again (just like in sixth grade :')).

A bunch of other shit happened but I can't remember it. I love my friends and the last pep rally was amazing. I wish we could dance and sing Destiny Child songs instead of going straight to class every day.

Oh, and we went to Cowboys Stadium for a play off game. I was on the jumbotron and I got to march on the field. Pretty awesome.

I got a new phone and Nuhdeen is my background. :)))

"Fuck 'em. They don't know shit."

So I think I'd like to live in the same city as my sister when I'm older. The weekends I spend up in Tulsa are always the best. I like how when we were driving around we started talking about the song "You Belong To Me" and we learned we both had the same favorite part. And I like how we can make shopping for shower curtains at Target or eating Taco Bueno for breakfast into a non-stop laughing spree. A

All I have to do is finish my speech, study for the comm apps test, and finish reading East of Eden and then I can start stressing for normal school.

Shannon and I had a camp out. It was not very successful. We went to bed at 4, somehow woke up at 7, then said, "Fuck it. We're going inside," and slept inside. At least we managed to set up the tent.

Holy shit I almost forgot. Katie was trying to make me tell one of her best friends (Alex Shelley from Vh1's The Pick-Up Artist 2 hahahahha) about that tweet I wrote on my way from band camp that made it sound like my Dad raped me, but he was really drunk and he kept saying super awkward things like, "Oh my god, Tori. Did you break your hymen?" WTF Alex. Not cool. I really wish he had been on the Pick-Up Artist longer. With all the booze vh1 gives their reality show contestants, he would have made so amazing/super awkward television.

I was supposed to go see Hanna tonight and say goodbye. I leave for camp in the morning, she leaves for Sweden while I'm gone. Dammit. I'm glad she's happy with her life in Sweden, but I miss her so much and I wish she could be just as happy here. I wish I had said goodbye better on Thursday. Fuck.

Tuesday's DART adventure with Helen was really good until that cunt gave her a 75 dollar citation for buying the wrong ticket. That lady was a bitch. Then everything was made better when I went to Erin's house to watch Donnie Darko, even though we ended up just messing around on youtube and twitter.

Wednesday was my reunion with my favorite Indians. Minus Anisha. We taught Sonia how to put gas in her car. She's growing up so fast. :')

Awkward pool party at Taylor's on Thursday, but then I went to Hanna's and watched Imagine Me and You with her and Nicole. When Nicole left we watched Coupling. Then there was the aim conversation with Christie, Christine, Joey, and Michelle. I've never been more confused, but I would be lying if I said I didn't enjoy myself.

"Oh god. I have leakemia."

I got bored and read through all the entries on my old livejournal from when I was a 6th grader. I noticed two things: 1) I was weird and easily excited and 2) I idolized my sister. Those are still kind of true.

While looking for my suitcase for camp I found the Kimberley poster Sarah made me for my birthday. Best. Present. Ever.
                      

My mom and I watched the House Bunny tonight. "The eyes are the nipples of the face." LOL

It's almost 2:30 now and Jared's gonna me in my house in less than 4 hours. Fuck. I have really mixed feelings about leaving for camp. I love it and I'll always love it, I'm just worried about disappointing Mr. Reimund and Mr. Simmons. Whatever, I'm sure it'll be fine. After five long years, I'm finally an honor camper. I'm going to make the best of this year.

wrote this entry.

because tori left the browser up on my laptop.
and she was still logged in.

today she had a very exciting day that involved coming to my house and watching Imagine Me & You followed by several episodes of Coupling.
Best. Show. Ever.


thats all i have for now.
bye :) 

My sister's favorite person in the world is Beyonce. She's been a fan since Destiny's Child and is basically under the idea that Beyonce is the ultimate HBIC. My sister is my favorite person in the world, and I have missed her birthday for coming up on six years. I decided in April that to make it up to her, I would take her to see her idol. 2 and a half months later, and the night has finally arrived. I am pretty much the best sister ever haha.

Holy shit, Beyonce was amazing. I love her and Destiny's Child, but now I am beyond in love with her. She completely wooed me tonight haha. She loves her fans so much. And she's pretty hilarious. She sang "Halo" to Michael Jackson and I started crying. Probably one of the most embarrassing things I've ever done but idgaf, I couldn't help it.   A two and a half hour show? Damn, girl. She has such a great voice, and she is freakishly beautiful in person. Probably the best concert of my life.

And you can bet your ass I lost my shit whenever she sang a DC song.

Oh shit, and RichGirl was the opening act. How random and amazing? I also flipped my shit for them.

I feel bad that this post is pretty upbeat compared to some other people's posts. I hope you find what you're looking for. I'm sorry that poor kid was taken from people who loved him so that he could live in a home where he's miserable.

Sarah and I should have mini Girls Aloud parties every day.
"Oh!  The Parties Disc!"
"It says rarities, Sarah." Love that girl.

Tonight was the first time I've seen Rachel since summer band camp, and the first time we've hung out since Nick and Norah came out. I picked her up and we went to this creek in her old neighborhood. There was a rope hanging from a tree and we took turns swinging into the water. Then we left and drove around Plano for about an hour. Then we broke into Shannon's backyard and went swimming. I think she's one of the only people I know that would drive around town in wet clothes and not care what other people on the road think about us.

Today I subbed for Chris at work because he moved or something and can't show up. He paid me ten dollars to take over his classes too. which basically means I swindled him out of his money because I was going to be there anyways. While teaching one of his classes, his kids asked me where Mr. Chris was. I told them, "Mr. Chris got into a terrible car accident last night." Matt then added, "When he recovers, he's going to move to Uganda and help underprivileged children." The kids looked so freaked out/confused. "So basically Mr. Chris is going to come back for the rest of the session! Now do your bobs!"

I don't know why it's so fun to be mean to children who take swim lessons. I can at least comfort myself with the fact that they probably forgot what I said about five minutes after I said it.

I just joined LJ so that I could join Sexy! Yes Yes Yes.